Rip Me Apart.
Cut out my heart.
I've missed you from the start.
Why must we be so far apart?
Did you know it breaks my heart?
I don't want to hurt anymore.
Believe me, I hate the pain.
But without you I would have more than I could take.
So please stay.
Don't ever leave.
I need you to be near me.
Please come & hold me.
I love you so much.
If I could I'd rip my heart out just to give it to you.
You're all I've ever wanted, & all I'll ever need.
Oh god, oh why must I bleed?
Save my heart.
Save my soul.
Come be here again & I'll be whole.
<3
-Lyssa
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Numero Crap.
What do you do when your life could possibly take a turn for the worst?
Jo had one of his math tests today. If he fails math, he won't graduate.
If he doesn't graduate, his mother won't let him come this summer.
He's had tutoring all the time, you think there would be no chance of him coming close to failing.
I just don't know what to think. I can't wait any longer though, he needs to come this summer.
I haven't seen him since December & It's breaking my heart.
-Lyssa
Jo had one of his math tests today. If he fails math, he won't graduate.
If he doesn't graduate, his mother won't let him come this summer.
He's had tutoring all the time, you think there would be no chance of him coming close to failing.
I just don't know what to think. I can't wait any longer though, he needs to come this summer.
I haven't seen him since December & It's breaking my heart.
-Lyssa
Monday, April 28, 2008
First Spleen..I mean Blog
So as if I'm not signed up to enough sites that I don't use I decided to join yet another. I already have a blog on xanga, but what's one more, eh?!
Anyway, there's not really all that much to say about myself.
I'm Alyssa.
Nicknames are; Facey, Lyssa, Lys, Lu-Lu, Goosey, Ms. Goosey, Pee Girl (Thanks a lot Jo) , Alice, Goose, Non-Emo-Emo (Thanks Davy).
Obsessions Include; Piercings, collecting random things, tattoos (soon to come) & lots more random shit.
I currently have fifteen piercings punched into my flesh.
Here's a quote from my myspace;
"I have a slight obsession with piercings. But thats okay, right? I mean I only have my right eyebrow, tongue, my monroe on the left side, my lip on the right side && the left side of my nose done. :]I also have a small barbell in my cartlige on my right ear, my tragus on my left ear, a vertical surface tragus on my right ear, an industrial in my left ear && each ear pierced [Normal spots] three times. Heh. :] "
Love life sometimes, love my boyfriend more than life itself. He's amazing & we're planning on getting engaged this summer. <3>
Music = Life. I would probably die without it or be a very depressed person. (Well, I'm depressed sometimes anyway, but who cares?) Anyway...
I'm in the alternative classroom at my high school, instead of going to classes 7 hours a day with other students. No, I'm not a freak & no I don't have mental issues, & I am most diffidently not retarded. The thing is is that I get sick so fucking often that I fall way behind & get frustrated & sick of trying to catch up over & over & over. Therefore, in order to save my ass & not have to take my junior year over again, I joined that. Only issue now is that they are discontinuing it next year. But! Good thing is that I'll have all my tests done by the end of this school year except math so next year I can go to Phestigo (It's only like 20 minutes from where I live) Alternative school once a week & study while also taking a college course or two, then take my final test, the math test in May of 2009 & receive my HSED.
It's kinda nice cause if all goes to plan not only will I be married by February or March of 2009, but I won't have much schooling going on to distract me from what's important to me in life. <3
I guess I'm done going on and on and on...
Bye!
-Lyssa
Anyway, there's not really all that much to say about myself.
I'm Alyssa.
Nicknames are; Facey, Lyssa, Lys, Lu-Lu, Goosey, Ms. Goosey, Pee Girl (Thanks a lot Jo) , Alice, Goose, Non-Emo-Emo (Thanks Davy).
Obsessions Include; Piercings, collecting random things, tattoos (soon to come) & lots more random shit.
I currently have fifteen piercings punched into my flesh.
Here's a quote from my myspace;
"I have a slight obsession with piercings. But thats okay, right? I mean I only have my right eyebrow, tongue, my monroe on the left side, my lip on the right side && the left side of my nose done. :]I also have a small barbell in my cartlige on my right ear, my tragus on my left ear, a vertical surface tragus on my right ear, an industrial in my left ear && each ear pierced [Normal spots] three times. Heh. :] "
Love life sometimes, love my boyfriend more than life itself. He's amazing & we're planning on getting engaged this summer. <3>
Music = Life. I would probably die without it or be a very depressed person. (Well, I'm depressed sometimes anyway, but who cares?) Anyway...
I'm in the alternative classroom at my high school, instead of going to classes 7 hours a day with other students. No, I'm not a freak & no I don't have mental issues, & I am most diffidently not retarded. The thing is is that I get sick so fucking often that I fall way behind & get frustrated & sick of trying to catch up over & over & over. Therefore, in order to save my ass & not have to take my junior year over again, I joined that. Only issue now is that they are discontinuing it next year. But! Good thing is that I'll have all my tests done by the end of this school year except math so next year I can go to Phestigo (It's only like 20 minutes from where I live) Alternative school once a week & study while also taking a college course or two, then take my final test, the math test in May of 2009 & receive my HSED.
It's kinda nice cause if all goes to plan not only will I be married by February or March of 2009, but I won't have much schooling going on to distract me from what's important to me in life. <3
I guess I'm done going on and on and on...
Bye!
-Lyssa
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